show me what color of thong your wearing

civicferio @ 2006-01-12T21:23:00

2006-01-13T04:37:07Z

So lets see, A friend found a Parrotlet wich is a miniture parrot but she couldn't keep it so we rescued it and gave her a new home and nam. Her name is rainbow (Debra Named her) cuase she is blue, turquiouse, gold, red, and green. I just got a new job at Keiva Juice and start tomorrow. Me and Deb still doing really really good, she going to San Antonio for the weekend with her parents so I'm gonna miss her, but she be back monday. Been wanting to drive my car so bad but I need new tires so she just been sitting in the garage, so I've been driving th blue 05 civic, I think I'm just gonna buy some new rims, and sell mine. I paid $500 a rim not inclueding tires and think I'll sell all four for $500, there MHT Qwans 18x7" real 3 piece, rims. They need 3 new tires. We've been going to the movies a lot lately. Movie not to go see, that suck: Wolf Crek and Hostel. Started working out again, after a 6 month break and 15 lbs weight gain, and I miss working out. I had to stop cause on time time, Full time lover, full time student, and full time job. But since my new job is part time, I'll use that extra time to get back into shape again. Well, till next time.............

The 2006 T0-Do-LIST

2006-01-05T05:09:49Z

The 2006 To-Do List

Five Things to improve My Mind
1. I guess I should read more
2. Open up to new Ideas
3. Continue to excell in school
4. I want Debra to teach me new things I didn't know but she does
5. Learn from my mistakes

Five Things to improve My Body
1. Go back to the GYM
2. Strat going back to the pool to do some laps
3. Start walking and running more
4. Stop eatting till I'm so full it hurts
5. Stop eatting so much junk food

Five Things to improve My Creativity
1. Continue working on my car
2. Bring back old hobbies of mine, model car building
3. Continue with present hobbies with Debra
4. Start new Hobbies with debra
5. Continue with photagraphy and take and learn how to take better pics

Five Things to improve My Relationship
1. Start really thinking about our future (Debra's and mine)
2. Finaly get married
3. Keep reminding eachother no matter how mad we are we still love each other
4. Suprise my baby more with gifts just out-of-the-blue
5. Keep doing what I've been doing, it's work this far and hasn't seemed to slow down

Five Things to improve My Friendship
1. Keep in contact with them more
2. Make new friends with couples
3. Hang out with them more
4. Make new friends
5. Keep my old friends close

TEN Miscellaneous Thing for Overall Improvement
1. Continue Loving Debra
2. Finish school
3. Get married
4. Biuld my car just the way I want it
5. Get a job
6. Go on a bad ass vacation (JUST THE TWO OF US)
7. Save more money then spend it
8. Try new foods
9. Try new things
10. Try to be just a little more open mind, (evne though I already am)

civicferio @ 2005-12-21T23:28:00

2005-12-22T06:31:45Z

I LOVE IT WHEN YOU BEND DOWN AND SPREAD YOUR CHEEKS TO ALOW MY HARD HOT MEMBER INTO YOUR HOT WET REGION

civicferio @ 2005-12-04T09:53:00

2005-12-04T16:56:42Z

So I was board one day and was drawing on peoples pics in a magazine when I saw this pic of a guy playing tenis and decided to draw a motorcycle under him. Now he looks like hes riding hard......hahaha

civicferio @ 2005-11-30T19:15:00

2005-12-01T02:25:15Z

Well I sart this new job at Beer Bellies tomorrow was supose to start today but they changed it. The thing is my schedual is 5pm to 1am and my school is 8am to 2pm, but I wake up at 630 just to get ready and beat morning traffic. So I don't know if I can can handel the hours with out affecting my good grades. My days off are sun. and mon. wich arn't so bad but I wanted part time but they gave me full time. I don't know if I want to keep it just for the holidays or just for the weekend. I asked f they could low my hours but they said no but i'm gonna have a serious talk with them tomorrow at work. Beside that everythings is going real good, me and Deb are as happy as can be and looking forward to the holidays, and I've been thinking about getting an Integra and selling mine, just a thought. well, tilll next time..........

civicferio @ 2005-11-25T04:27:00

2005-11-25T11:28:26Z

.....4:30am.......well.....Deb wants to go shopping now for sales...........so.........I'm up and ready and waiting for her..........whish me/us luck out there..............

Happy Thanks Giving

2005-11-24T07:24:37Z

civicferio @ 2005-11-04T23:14:00

2005-11-05T06:36:06Z

So I had my interveiw today at target. The interveiw whent really well, there hiring for temporary position for the holidays so there interveiwing a lot of people and screening a lot of apps. so they said they'll call me. Thing is they some times work really late specialy during the holidays cleaning up so realisticly i'd be getting off like at 12:30 1:00am and like 2:ooam on weekends and as the holidays near I'll prolly stay latter(3:00am). Which is a problem with school, I go in at 8:00 so mean I have to leave the house like 45min just to beat traffic driving to the eastside, and I still need 30-45min to wake up and get ready. So i'll be working really late and waking up and going to school early. So they said that by the time my backgroud check goes though and they call me I'll have some time to think if this job is right for me. It's simple work, put shit up were it belongs and very lil stocking. I wanted to see Jarhead today so bad but was low on funds and deb dosn't love me enough to take me......haha..j/k baby....we both were low on funds, maybe i'll see it tomorrow and hit up one of my parents to hook me up with 20 bucks to go see it. Had to apoligize to deb dad for something that wasn't my fault and against what i think (long stupid story with no relevent facts or sence) but i sucked it up and did it for deb even she thinks the same as i do, but dads are old fasion and hard headed so told and agreed on what he want to hear basicly. Like I said I could of stuck to my beleives and pride but wouldn't get anywhere so i did what i had to do to make everyone happy but definatly for deb....I love you debra your dads crazy....ahaha. well till next time

civicferio @ 2005-11-02T17:36:00

2005-11-03T00:54:54Z

Well, I havn't updated in a while, not really bussy I guess just been lazy. So lets see, I finaly got my car painted, I start school on the 14th of this month, and I got a job interveiw at Target on Friday at the George Deeter location. So far everything is going wel and lets try to keep it this way. I still love Debra very much and were talking about the wedding more, like date wise. For some reasom I've been thing about going the Military, but thats was just an idea at the back of my head and prolly not gonna happen, (Ok it wont happen). So has anyone seen Saw II yet??? We saw it on Hollween eve, and it kicks ass, better then the first. Holloween has always been my favorit holiday since I was a kid and this year sucked. Leading up to Holloween was coo, but the actual day sucked, just. Well, till next time....see ya

civicferio @ 2005-09-08T08:46:00

2005-09-08T14:46:54Z

Damn...how did things get this way
You know I still love you
No matter what I say
No matter what I do
You know we still love each other

I know that you and I have been through
Many downs before oh yeah...
But that don't mean the chance
Has gone away to love each other more
We've struggled and we've fought
To keep us both between the lines oh yeah...

Through many years we've cried
Our tears and always kept our pride
Aside...so you can't say that

We still...
Always argue all the time
Never make love when is right
We still...
Never say we love each other
Always up in one another
We still...
Fight for every little thing
Never ever stop to think that we still
Always loved each other...

I know at times, you'd believe
We would never change...oh yeah...
You said we'd never change...
That is was much to overcome
Much of an obstacle to take mmmm
But you were always one
To always think the worst of things
Yeah...

Yeah... yeah...
So it was always me
To take the standand take the initiative
So you can't say that

Chorus

-Oh don't you know that we still
-Don't you know that I'm for real
-Oh don't you know we still

We still... fight for every little thing
Never ever stop to think that we still
Always loved each other...

Oh! No no...
Don't you know that we still
Oh...
I'm for real... I'm for real baby...
No no no...
Oh yeah...
Ooooh...

civicferio @ 2005-09-07T11:19:00

2005-09-07T17:28:09Z

Okay so I havn't updated in awhile...but nothing new. Memorial day was coo, Me and Deb whebt to the KLAQ Barbeque. We didn't watch the concert we just rode the ride and had fun splashing around in all the puddles left by that big short storm. The best part is debra holding on tight to me all day and night. Still looking for another job and have big plans for the car. Today we got free tickets for the screening that new Exorcict movie at 7:30 so we'll see how good it really is compard to the previews. Haha...I get to see it before all to sucks.........

civicferio @ 2005-08-10T09:29:00

2005-08-10T16:06:13Z

LET'S BE HONEST NOW!

Last person who...
1. Slept in your bed: Me and Debra
2. Saw you cry: Debra
3. Made you cry: Debra
4. You went to the movies with: I think it was star wars at the dollar movies
5. You went to the mall with: yesterday with Debra
6. One thing you could take back: I think if i take one or anything back i wouldn't be where i am at today, and I am perfectly happy where I am at and would give it up for the world
7. said i love you: to debra this morning
8. missed call: My mom

Last...
1.thing you said to someone? A...kay
2.furry thing you touched? Debra...haha...J/K... it was my puppies
3.What did your last text message you recieved on your cell phone say: lol nice pic
4. song that was stuck in your head: pimping all over the world - ludacris

Have You Ever...
1. Said "I Love You" and meant it? yes, all the time when I say it to Debra
2. Got in a fight with your pet: a......no
3. Been to California: yup yup, all over, and I love it
4. Been to Mexico: yeah...but just jarez
5. Been to China: no
6. Been to Canada: no
7. Been to Europe: no, want to
8. Danced naked: yeah
9. Wished you were the opposite sex: no
10.Ever "spilled the beans"? prolly
11.ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? yeah...Free stuff always catches my eye
12. Been in love: yes, right now to be exact
13. Played strip poker: naw...but always up for something new
14. Gotten beaten up: Just debra...but i let her
15. Pulled an all nighter: Oh..yea!
16. Been on radio/tv: tv! yeah...bolth
17. Been in a mosh-pit: yeah
18. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends: no
19. Skinny dipped: yeah..I like

In the last 24 Hours have you...
1. Cried: no
2. Bought something: gas
3. Gotten sick: no...Ima healthy buy
4. Sang: now and in my car
5. Been kissed: all the time
6. Had sex: Yesterday
7. Felt stupid: prolly
8. Talked to an ex: hell no
9. Missed someone: I miss when debra not around
10. Hugged someone: Debra and my mom

Random...
1. Do you have a crush on someone: yup yup, and I think we all know who it is
2. What book are you reading now: Still wait for it to come to video
3. Worst feeling in the world: fat and unatractive
4. Future KIDS names: joshua ray jackson, and rianna star jackson
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
6. What's under your bed: monsters and dust bunnies
7. Favorite sport to watch: basket ball
8. Location: El Paso, TX.
9. Piercings/Tattoos: ear, other ear and eyebrow closed up
10. Do you drink: yeah...just about every weekend
11. What are you most scared of? Bees, wasps, horents
12. Where do you want to get married: Any way, any how as long is its with Debra
13. Who do you really hate: just a person or two
14. Do you have a job: not at the moment
15. Do you like being around people: yeah...like being where the crowd is
16. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yeah
17. Have you ever cried: maybe
18. Are you lonely right now: not at all
19.When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my face
20.How much cash do you have on you? 0 i'm naked
21.What is your main ring tone on your phone? some lady saying "you are so hot"
22.What were you doing at midnight last night? going sleep
23.What's a saying that you say a lot?
24.How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? a hole lot, but its old and i don't know whats on it
25.what is your current desk top picture? My car

civicferio @ 2005-08-06T20:00:00

2005-08-07T02:21:25Z

) When was the last time you went to the bathroom outside? Like two or three weeks ago coming home from Muligan East

2) When was the last time you saw one of your parents? Few min. ago

3) Which family member do you most resemble? my mom

4) Do you wear pefume/colgne? Cool Water colgne

5) Do you wear deodorant? yup

6) Do you 'clean up nice'? yes I do

7) When was the last time you tripped and fell? don't remember, a long time ago

8) Where was the last place you slept besides your home? Debra's house

9) What are you listening to right now? my own thoughts

10) Have you ever started an uncontrollable fire? no, alway have control of them...knock on wood

11) Ever run out of gas on the road? yah, once in my car and in my truck, it sucks

12) Would you rather cut the grass or rake the leaves? grass, easier, just run it over with the mower and your done

13) Your name spelled backwards? noraa

14) What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? a song

15) Last time you swam in a pool? 2 weekends ago

16) Have you ever been in a school play? in elementary school

17) How many kids do you want? either 1 maybe 2 at the most

18) Type of music you dislike most? anything that dosn't kick ass

19) You registered to vote? yes, I'm an american

20) You have cable? yes

21) Ever prank call anybody? haha...yah

23) Best friends? Debra

23) Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Sky diving

24) Do you have a garden? no

25) What's your favorite comic strip? zits, foxtrot, beatal balley

26) Bath or Shower, morning or night? shower

27) Tightest movie you've seen in the past month? nothing this month

28) Favorite pizza topping? pepperoni and mushrooms

29) Chips or popcorn? Neither? carmel popcorn or cheesy

30) What color lipstick do you usually wear? Ima guy i only where it in my pants

31) Have you ever smoked peanut shells? yah and i got high

32) Orange Juice or apple? why not both

33) Favorite type of chocolate bar? Mr. Good Bar

34) When was the last time you voted at the polls? don't remember

35) Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? i don't like tomatos

36) Are you a good cook? yes

38) Ever order anything from an infomercial? yes, and got riped off

38)Sprite or 7-up? 7-up

39) Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? yeah for two jobs
.
40) Ever thrown up in public? prolly

41) Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? true love

42) Do you believe in love at first sight? don't know havn't been there

43) Can ex's be friends? not all.

44) Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? Debra's bro

45) Did you have a lot of hair as a baby? yes

46) What message is on your answering machine? your just gonna have to call

47) What do you think about most? Debra

48) favorite form of travel? flying

49) ever drink rotten milk? yes, by acident

50) what do you think of the person who posted this ahead of you? I love her

civicferio @ 2005-08-01T12:49:00

2005-08-01T19:00:12Z

So I skiped school today. Went to Pets Barn for an interview and everything went really really well and she was realy impressed by my application, then this bitch was like I like you but we need some one with and open scheudle and that they aready have to many people who are going to school. Wast of my time, sorry if i want to better my life with an acuale career. So she gave me that line I'll go head and keep your application for a month and if we can use you we'll pulll your app. I'm not stupid, by law they have to keep it for a month, "Biatch"! So ironically my school is keeping me from a job. haha that kinda funny.

civicferio @ 2005-07-31T10:41:00

2005-07-31T17:15:00Z

HAVE YOU EVER
1. Kissed your cousin: No
2. Ran away: yah, but my cousin ray found me and talked some sence into me
3. Pictured your crush naked: Hell yah imma a guy
4. skipped school: all the time, just one of the resons i got kicked out of h school
5. Broken someone’s heart: more than once
6. Been in love: Yes, I am right now with my amazing GF Debra
7. Cried when someone died: yes, I hold it in and act like I'm not bothered than I break down.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn’t have: Maybe, but I usualy get what I want
9. Broken a bone: my arm cose the wrist
10. Done something embarrasing: prolly, but can't remember, (guess thats a good thing
11. Lied: Yes
12. Cried in school: No

WHICH IS BETTER
13. Coke or Pepsi: What do you think COKE!
14. Sprite or 7UP: 7UP
15. Girls or Guys: Grils
16. Flowers or Candy: candy
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: I like the rugged look like a day or two after i shave but Debra like me clean shaved so I am.
18. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes
19. Bitchy or Slutty: hmm neither. I guess I can be bitchy at times
20. Tall or Short: short
21. Pants or Shorts: pants
22. Night or Day: night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
23. What do you notice first: face (smile, eyes, lips, espressions, ect.), and ass
24. Last person you slow danced with: Debra
25. Worst Question To Ask: Can I have the keys to your car?

THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: right before i went to sleep, (i take two a day)
27. Stepped outside: When I came home last night
28. Had Sex: affortunately some time in the middle of the week, low # for the week
29. Ate: Some chocolate on Senic Drive
30. Skeet!!! Sweeet
31. Bought a cd: so long ago i can't remember

Service
32. Were driving a vehicle: last night
33. Got pulled over: few a month ago
34. Wore a hat: day before yesterday
35. Were singing a song: yesterday in the car with Debra
36. Gave somebody that middle finger: actually I've been good some time in the middle of last week
37. Said a bad word: last night i speak flewent bad word
38. Had a major crisis: never
39. Watched porn: like a month ago
40. Talked to your best friend: yesterday
41. Danced: 2 weekends ago at Banana Joe's

WHO
42. Makes you laugh the most: Debra, and than Raul and Eddie
43. Makes you smile: Debra :)
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: Debra :)
45. Has A Crush On You: i dunno. Some one at school and at my old work
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: I'm crush on my Debra
47. Who Has it easier? Girls or Guys? Guys we pee standing up
48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: Debra! but its a felling of love

DO YOU EVER
49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: no, cause people who know me know i don't answer
50. Save MSN conversations: no
51. Save E-mails: Only if I think there important
52. Forward secret E-mails: no
53. Wish you were someone else: me but rich
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no
55. Wear cologne/perfume: Coll Water
56. Kiss: all the time
57. Cuddle: yes
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: no, never that long

HAVE YOU EVER
59. Fallen for your best friend?: no
60. Made out with JUST a friend?: yes
61. Kissed two people in the same day?: maybe
62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?: no
63. Been rejected: yes
64. Been in love?: yeeeeeees
65. Been in lust?: yeeeeeees
66. Used someone?: No
67. Been used?: No
68. Cheated on someone?: No
69. Been cheated on?: prolly
70. Been kissed?: yes
71. Done something you regret?: yeah

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: Debra
73. You talked to?: Debra
74. You hugged?: Debra
75. You instant messaged?: Debra
76. You kissed?: Debra
77. You yelled at?: My mom for saying I have Mexican in me, when I am realy a American with some hispanic descent
78. You thought about?: I think about Debra all the time

civicferio @ 2005-07-31T00:56:00

2005-07-31T07:19:47Z

"Today was great!" It was Debra and Aaron day only. We went to see StarWars at the dollar movies then got caught in the rain, got some thing to eat at SubWay, went for a cruis to the west side to check out BoBo's and Adventure zone, after that we went WalGreens to pick up some snack and headed out to Senic Drive and chilled together talking snacking smiling and just soaking up time time and the moment together, then we went for a cruise and ended up at Memorial Park and thats where the magic of love step up a noch, we walked around and found a nice comfortable spot on one of the brigdes and just did what people who are truely in love do..Love each other the best way they know how... "GOD I LOVE THIS GIRL"!!!!!!!, Cant wait to marry you my Honey Buches Of Oats...teehee, then we found a litle bamboo patch and decide to take/cut some down and try and grow some at home like what you find just a bout every where people sell things, so wish us luck on on our bamboo growth and maybe we'll sell you some for maybe like $3.00... haha j/k. Well in other new my best friend is "getting married!" I'm happy hes finaly found some one to marry him truly happy, and I asked him when it's mine and Debra's time to get married if he'll be my best man. Theres still one more other person i wanna ask too. But we'll prolly be getting married around the same time. So Ray any date yet??? haha j/k we don't have a set date too. Well till next time..........good night, and i love you Debra P.L. Holguin/Jackson ;)

civicferio @ 2005-07-29T20:21:00

2005-07-30T02:22:43Z

All i wanted do do is go somewere anywere just to walk around and hold your hand

civicferio @ 2005-07-25T21:52:00

2005-07-26T04:11:50Z

Well havn't updated in a while....Sorry. So the weekend kicked ass: Friday we saw Devil's Rejects, (I like it) then we went to Mulingans East w/ Debra's Bro at 12:00 to celebrate our friend Mike's B-Day and all got perrty buzzed. Saturday we slept in then went to our friend Rauls house and icked it there for awhile making coconut ice teas w/ Captin Morgan's coconut stuff, then continued celebrating mike's B-Day at Mugshots and then Banana Joe's and all got realy buzzed then went to my house and then got fucked up. Sunday just slept in and kicked it with my most favorit girl in the whole world, my love Debra. Over all long week end that kicked ass.

civicferio @ 2005-07-13T00:11:00

2005-07-13T06:11:36Z

hey everyone was thinking it

civicferio @ 2005-07-10T21:49:00

2005-07-11T03:50:23Z

At all cost is coming on the 22nd to the house of rock, fuck ya

civicferio @ 2005-06-20T21:18:00

2005-06-21T03:22:55Z

Hey why is't any one donating money to my fund? Broke asses. Hahaha J/K. but serously. Oh yea, I love you Debra. Still no job and a ton of work for school, at least i get a week off of school for a week. Friday my last day, it's like spring break but in summer. well gotta go so till next time...don't wait up

civicferio @ 2005-06-16T13:34:00

2005-06-16T19:42:42Z

Well tomorrow will be my last payday since i quite my job last friday. So now I'm starting my own fund, the help this bitch out fund. And you to can contribute for only .30 cents a day I write to you and send you used condom wrapers to insure you that your money is providing me happyness. And whats .30 cents a day, so if you find it in your heart to give me money or in your car or in the sofa don't hesitate h to help your fellow man get some (have fun and wast it on stupid stuff). Life is precious so don't let me miss out. Hahahahah, but seriously

civicferio @ 2005-06-12T11:57:00

2005-06-12T18:02:24Z

I wanna give this song to my baby,

Angelina Ft. NB Ridaz - Ever Since The First Time

Ooh Ooh Ooh
I wanna love you
Like you never been loved before baby

(Chorus: Angelina)
Ever since the first time I looked into your eyes
I knew right then we would never be apart
And ever since the first time I kissed your lips
I knew right then we would never be apart

I never wanna be apart from you never
And I'ma do what I gotta do
To make you my wife
Every situation that we been thru
Wouldn't be the same if I didn't have you
I wanna be your dream tonight
The sunshine shine's when you open your eyes
Sweet thoughts inside your mind
Singing to ya all the time
I love you
Baby I want you
I need you here with me
Everything about you's so damn cool
And we could never be apart

(Chorus)
Ever since the first time I looked into your eyes
I knew right then we would never be apart
And ever since the first time I kissed your lips
I knew right then we would never be apart

You gave up everything for me
When I was down you stood by me
I never had to ask for anything
You found the best there was in me
Remember all those rainy days?
Never lost the faith
Nobody could ever take your place
Tell you proudly every day that
I love you
Baby I want you
I need you here with me
Everything about you's so damn cool
And we could never be apart

(Chorus)
Ever since the first time I looked into your eyes
I knew right then we would never be apart
And ever since the first time I kissed your lips
I knew right then we would never be apart

(MC Magic)
Check this out girl
You can count on me
You can call on me seven days a week
It's all about you and me
Thru the good times and bad times
You been there for me so I'ma hold it down too
You like the loveliest thing in this whole wide world (Oh yeah)
And I'ma be the one to always treat you right girl
To promise to always hold you tight
I wanna be your unico your #1 for life

(Chorus)
Ever since the first time I looked into your eyes
I knew right then we would never be apart
And ever since the first time I kissed your lips
I knew right then we would never be apart

My sweet and Magic man given you what you like (what you like)
Me and Angelina
Ooh Ooh Ooooh...

I Love you Debra P. L. Holguin, Jackson

civicferio @ 2005-06-11T01:33:00

2005-06-11T07:45:08Z

Well today I quit my job. Tired of a whole lot of bs I'm sure you don't want to here but prolly aready know so I wont gripe about that. The last two days off i had were amazing, spent them with deb. We spend as much time as we can together and they've been great. Well time to look for another job so heads up if anyone knows any leads. this next part is for Debra: Baby I love you and when we do get married I will do anything posible to take care of you, you don't need to worry about our future cause I'll bust every bone in my body to make sure everything is better that good in our lifes together, It is my responisbility as your man to provide at take care of you to the best of my ability if not more. "I Love You Babies"....and to all a good night.

civicferio @ 2005-06-08T23:37:00

2005-06-09T05:41:31Z

NOS DOES A BODY GOOD!!!

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an old pic of myself, my cousin ray and jeff